It is said that no one truly knows a nation until one has been inside its jails. A nation should not be judged by how it treats its highest citizens, but its lowest ones.Nelson Mandela
I want to cry I’m done
please don’t be done i would be LOST without u
I feel insane because last week I was home and cozy and things were rather okay, for the most part. It was heart wrenching to see Teri so fragile and incompetent in her movements but I guess I kept telling myself it was just another phase she was going through. But she’s not getting out of this one and that is becoming more of a reality everyday. This week I have done absolutely nothing with myself but my life has blown up. I’ve been under constant worry because I still don’t know what I’m doing next semester. My sister continues to corner me into feeling guilty (as always) and what I said to her wasn’t that bad but I know it hurt her and even though she hurt me I still feel like shit. I went off on a good friend today for no reason and now that’s turned into another thing I have to deal with and explain. I feel like an absolutely horrible human being and this all happened in a matter of two days. It doesn’t make it better that I look for an escape in alcohol, sleep, or TV either because that’s not how I want to be spending my time. I have to take care of a lot tomorrow and try to meditate to change the energy around these circumstances. There’s been such a theme of death this week and it puts the fragility of life right in my face and continues to tell me that one day I’ll be dead, too and I need to be striving to better myself and help others in any way I can. Right after this pizza and a good night’s rest, I’ll get started
Dancing Weapon of Mass Destruction
Kate Moss at Alexander McQueen Spring 1998
my vic is just so beautiful i love her so much i wish i was her. but im not her but i get to have her so thats better i guess cuz her life actually sucks but i love her!